I’m finding that the religion i was brought up in doesn’t appeal to me anymore. nor do the ones my friends were either. what does? Native American beliefs, Tibetan Buddhist beliefs. but where is a fat white guy to find answers? unfornatly many places on the web that offer entrance to either are just rip offs. and somehow i don’t think a local tribe is going to welcome me with open arms, no matter how serious i am about learning their ways. so I’m left to wander on my own. but then that’s both a good and a bad thing.